Sunday, 17 November 2013

At last... R.U.M.A.H... :)

Assalamualaikum warahmatulahhi wabarakatuh..
alhamdulillah..akhrnye..setelah setahun bertungkus lumus
study kt SUPERB..akhrnye dpt jgk merehatkan diri
*padahal x dela merehatkan mne pon cuti nie..manyak homework*
ngaaaaa~~~~

xpe2..bnde tu jgak nnty akn mmbntu kite utk SPM..
btw,sedar x sedar...ana nie..da nk dkt da dgn umur 17...
rse mcm tua la plak..huhuhuhu..
and ble kite 17..kite kene amik ap ek??
huh?
okay hambar...
hahahaha..
ana mksodkn SPM..
taon dpan..da nk SPM..
wahhh..tkotnye..x ready lgy kot..
form 4 pnye pon still lelong-lelong lgy..
nie nk blaja tok form 5..
lgyla...huhuhuhu TT

and taon dpn pon..ana nk strive gle2 tok jdy wakil sek
tok ap lgy klo bkn...
BASKETBALL!!!
klo dpt..huhuhuhu...klo x dpt mksdnye x de rezeki la tu..
xpe..asalkn kite usaha.. :))

hum..sbnrnye bnyk gak bnde nk cite..tpy en..
let me help my mother first..nnty ana tulis blik..

assalamualaikum..
:))

Saturday, 12 October 2013

air cond = malas?? o_O

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh..

wahhhh~~sejuknya~~
dpt tydo dlm bilik yg ad aircond dlm uma ana~~
huhuhuhuhu..
minta cemburu yaa~~

-x pasal2 wat pe nk cemburu?tah2 reader ad 10 air cond kt uma x kecoh pon-
*knock my head*
hahahahaha XDD

okay..mlm nie..ana nk update cte pasal keinginan ana..yg bley jge dikaitkn dgn
kmalasan ana..huh??!! cmne tuh??
hahahaha..
cmni kisahnye..

ana nie sbnrnye tringin sngt2 sngt2 tringin nk solat fardhu
5 waktu sehari smlam brjemaah kt surau..
tapi..
-see ad tapi..there no reason la klo nk wat baik why mesti ad tapi tuh??-
ana nie mals skit..bkn mlas ap..
mlas becoz...becoz..becoz..
okay..jujur..ana x tau pkol bpe waktu2 solat msok..tau2 je da azan..
n x sempat nk siap ap semue nk gy surau..ana bknnye rjin tgk tv sngt..
so x tau la..juz tgk jam rse sngt2 konfiden da msok waktu solat..
huhuhuhu..tringin sngt nk solat brjemaah kt surau..
tringin tpy dlm mse yg sme tga mnghrpkn orng remind me slalu ble msok waktu..

tlgla!prlu ke kite nk depend semue bnde kt orng lain..
cmne nk blaja hdup berdikari cmnie klo asyk2 nk kene orng je tlg kite..usaha kite sndyry
zero..ingat orng bley than ke dgn prangai kite..jgn wat orng mnymph dgn kite..
bnde nnty akn mnyshkn diri kite gak at last..
stand by your own foot najmi!
i know you can do it..
tringt plak video ustaz azhar idrus arytuh..
"klo korng nk pegy interview keje..pastu pgy2 korang lpas interview..
then boss korng tnye..hampa nie nak gaji bpe ribu..10,000 ke 27,000??
kite nk yg mne klo orng offer cmtuh??
mcty la kite akn jwb 27,000 right?
spe yg akn jwb 10,000??sala mkn ubt ke ap klo jwb yg tuh??
sme jgak dgn solat..kite nk solat..
phle kite nk 1 ke 27??
27 kan..so nk dpt kn 27 tuh kene la solat berjemaah..
lgy afdhal klo buat dkat surau"
okey ad sikit tokok tambah n ayt gne ayt sndyry..x rety nk tiru gye ustz azhar idrus..hehehehe

see...tu blom lgy msok pahala bacaan kite dlm solat lgy..
cmpor2 semua da bpe da kite dpt klo wat solat berjemaah..
untung solat berjemaah nie..
so najmi..rjin2kn diri anda...alert slalu psal waktu solat..
get prepared awal2..nnty bley solat kt surau..
x yah nk malu nk wat baik..
biala orng nk kte pe..
mulut mnusia tu sementre je..
insyaAllah cbe try esok..
baik kite cptkn buat bnde baik...tkot x sempat nnty..
menyesal x sudaa...rightio??
:))

hum..oh!da lmbt la..kla ana nk tydoo...
arap2 ap yg ana post nie bergune tok diri ana n reader..
hope you like it.. :))

esok nk gy jog!!yeah!! ^0^
selamat malam..
Assalamualaikum..

-don't be sad nonono
you're not alone nonono-

Friday, 11 October 2013

nnnnggggaaaaaaa~~~~~

Assalamaualikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh..

huaaahhhhh~~
bosannye..
mood da oke da..
nseb ad coach tdy..cte semua kt dye..
lega..hohohoho
thanks coach!!
-raise up my hand-

waaiihhhh~~
x tau nk wat pe..bosan sngt2!! ><
study??
my..tdy bru je lpas study chemist..
pning~~
nseb kuatkn jgak smngt nk stdy..
huurrrr~~

hum..nk update pasal ap ek??

-staring my lappy while thinking-

hum..okay serius skunk nie x de cte..
on twitter..xde spe2 nk ditweetkn..
tv?hum..try la bkk tgk..
kla ana nk tgk tv..
mlm nie smbng cte blik..
japgy nk gy brubt..huhuhuhu..
scary kot..brdebar-debar skunk jntung nie..huhuhu
doakn ana cpat sembuh.. ^^
rindu sngt nk main BASKET!! ^0^
hahaha..doakn ana...
moga2 cpat sembuh..
-amin-

Assalamualaikum.. :))

dugaan~~ -again??!!- O_o

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh..

-broken heart right now-

Ya Allah...rse nk nangys je skunk nie...
huhuhuhuhu.. TT

ingt kn xde pape da lpas da recover dry sakit..
tpy lgy bnyk bnde yg sngt2 mnyskkn dada ana happen..
bnde nk blaku mcm -click-
petik jari ..
-BUMP!!-
kne kt diri sndyry.. :'(

knape semua nk wat ana sket aty sngt..
nk mnangys semua ad..
da tau ana jnis orng yg btol2 kuat pikir satu bnde tuh..
x yahla wat ana serabut lgy..
da la ad bnyk pngalamn,
gy oversea tpy wat ank mrid mcm ape..
please la phm ana..
mnx tlg sngt2..
ana x nk wat dosa..
ana x nk kutuk kutuk..mara2..tpy juz tlg..
ana ad aty prasaan..
tlg phm..
ana skit bkn main2..
mmgla nmpk mcm ana happy,ana x tnjk sngt skit ana..
padahal orng lain tkot tgk ana jdy cmtuh..
tpy ana cbe snyum..
mlm mjlis ksykrn tuh..ana bru curah smua yg ana pndam..
nangys sngt2 trok..
bnyk kly plak tuh..

ana x nk mnyshkn spe2..
ana x ske..ana nk sehat..cbb tuh ana amik kptsn nk blik..
nk tnggl exam..
bknnye sngaje..ana x nk pon blik..
ana nk amik exam..
please give me a chance tok jwb exam tuh..
tlg...ana x nk kecewakn mk ana..
family ana..
mk ana ayh ana pnat2 cry duit tok bgy ana sek.
tlg la...jgnla ckp bnde tu kt ana..
ana x main pon dgn skit ana..
ana x penah kne bnde tuh..n bnde tu skit sngt..
bkn main2..stiap kly kene...stiap kly tu nk nangys..
tpy ana tahan coz my coach said..
kuat..dye suruh ana kuat..
captain pon suruh ana kuat..
so ana cbe snyum...try lpekn skit tuh..
tpy x dpt...sngt skit..
bnyk saksi yg nmpk ana skit cmne..
waktu exam tu..tngn ana shaking sngt2..ana nk jwb pon nk nangys..
byngkn ana than..jwb jgak walaupun time tuh da mmg x larat da..
sngt2 x larat..
sakit... :'(

mmg x de spe pon yg akn paham ana..
ana tau tuh..
korng smua maybe anggp bnde nie remeh..
but sorry to say..
it is important to me..
masa dpan ana..
ana nk tgk mk ana happy mcm dlu blik..ana x nk dibelenggu kbdhn lgy..
ana nk mk ana senang..x nk rse susa n beban cbb ana..
ana bnyk wat sala kt dia..
kt Allah lgy bnyk..ana x tau nk kte cmne..
Allah Maha Pengampun..
moga2 Dia ampunkan dosa ana trhadap Dia..

hum..
tetibe emo sngt2 pagi nie..
bngn2 pagi da dpt bnyk masalah..
x tau nk cte kt spe..
luah kt sini..
luah kt Allah mlalui solat dhuha..
tenang skit..

Alhamdulillah..

-don't be sad nonono
you're not alone nonono-

haish~~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh..

-sigh-

hum...arynie kwn2 ana semua da blik dry asrama..
so tdy dpt jmpe both kwn ana since kcik ana kwn dgn dorng..
cte2 ap2 bnde merepek2..
n yg pling lega skaly tdyla..cte masalah yg ana smpn lme gle9 x tau nk cte kt spe..
nseb dye ad..thanks friend!!
lpas cte tu..pergh ana rse mcm kple nie ringn sikit..
SIKIT jela..
tdy on twitter..dtg blik..kple yg brat tuh..
ah sudah..
mengapakah??

hum.. :/
enthlaa..
hahahahahaha XDD
plik2 ana nie.. trolololol
*knock my head*

knape nk pikir sngt masalah yg kcik tu..
padahal bnyk lgy bnde lain yg kite bley pikir..
kn?
tula ana..bnde remeh temeh slalu sngt nk pikir..
payah lngsng jdy insan brnme Najmi nie..
smua bnde nk pikir..
then tension..
then ap lgy...sesak nafas la..
hahahaha XDD

-merenung skrin lappy smbl pikir ap nk tulis-

krik...krik....krikkk..

rse mcm nk je skunk amik bola basket gy main tga pdng..
hilng sikit serabut kt otk..
tpy apkn daya..
hum...dga jela lgu nie haa...
somebody help me...aigooo~~~
*searching for someone*
hahahaha.. XDDD

oh!lpe plak tdy ana ad chat dgn Minn Edina..
seronok sngt!! ><
lpas rndu kt dye..cte psal hal sekolah..
masalah dye kt sekolah..sonok dga..
err..i mean bce..hehehe
thanks Minn,AO versi kedua sngt2 lega talking talking to you tdy..
insyaAllah AO akn kim slm kt AO versi first tu nnty..
n ckp dye bruntng coz ............................
(x prlu bgytau what reason about)hahaha XPP

hum..okay..masalah tdy tga try tok lpekn sikit2..
lpe2kn..think positive..xde pape pon..
don't worry..
take a deep breath ..
okay..forget about it..
let start it tomorrow..
insyaAllah esok akn jdy okay blik..
hope so..
-amin-

ingt njmy..no matter what happen..
dye bnyk brjse njmy..
bnyk yg dia krbnkn,,jgn jeles la dgn bnde remeh temeh cmtu..
njmy kuat...AO tau tuh..
pleaselaaa..be strong dear...
*wipe my tear*

ayoyoyo apa ni..
olang bce pon jdy pninglaa...
AO la...njmy laa..
mne stu pon tara tau laa..
aaaiiissshh~~jinjja!

sorryla reader..ana jdy x btol sikit mlm nie..
huhuhuhu..maaf *knock my head*
hum..nk cite pe..tu je kot..
juz pesanan..
kwn tu precious tau dlm hidup kite..
jgnla sesekali wat dye skit aty..
kte skit xpe..jgn bgy dye skit..
memutuskn hbngn silaturrahim Rasulullah kte x cium bau syurga..
ingt tu..
Allah jgak berfirman..
"sesiapa yg mnghbngkn hbngn dgn saudaranya,maka akanku hbgnkn tali ku dgnnnya,
tetapi jika dia memutuskn hbngn dgn saudaranya,akn ku putuskn tali hbngn ku dgnnya"
if i'm not mistaken mksdnye lbey krng cmnie..
hum..jdy..jgelah rkn anda elok2..
jdykn dye sbhagian dry hidup anda..
appreciate them selagi ad mse dgn dorng..
mne tau klo umo x pnjng..da x dpt nk mnx maaf..n time tu rse rugi sngt2
cbb yela..kwn kite yg kite syng kite x dpt jmpe wat kly trakhr kite kt mke bumi nie..
sngt sngt terase time tuh..
waktu Rasulullah nk wafat pon dye tnye kt Jibril knape Jibril x nk pndng mke dye ktika nazak..
Jibril tu shabat rpt Rasulullah..nmpk x sahabat tu pnting sbnrnye..
lgy2 shbt yg bnyk sngt jsenye kt kite..
sngt rugi lpaskn dorng,tnggl dorng disbbkn bnde yg remeh temeh..
jgnla rkn2 ku..
anda akn mnysal kelakk..

ana nie bknnye lyk nk bgy nasihat mcm para ulama'
juz bgy nasihat ats ap yg ana penah experience je..
ana pnah kene..so reader yg x penah kene tu..
please..jgnla wat..bnde tu sngt2 rugi..
disbbkn bnde kcik kite tnggl kwn,
kutuk dye,kte dye mcm2 padahal dye la yg slalu care psal kite..
x ke nmpk bebenor trok kite nie??
think wisely friend..
bgy akal yg kawal nafsu kite not nafsu yg kawal akal kite..

conclusion is..
appreciate your friend..
don't make them hurt because of you..
korng skit xpe..jgn dorng..
tpy jgnla mlampau sngt smpai dorng ley pijak kpala korng..
itu bendul nmenye..
hahahahaha XDD
-maaf trgne bhse kasar-
sorry..

oh!dlm mse yg sme gak..ingt Allah jgk..
jgn trlalu obses dgn kwn smpai lpe Allah tm[t kite ngadu sglenye..
kwn sbgai pnghubung je tok kite dkatkn diri kite dgn Dia..
okay?
remember that my soldier!!yeah!

ek?!soldier??!! O_o

hahaha... XDD

rsenye smpai situ je kot nk mnaip..
alng2 tga tnggu orng..bosan update blog..
hrap nsiht nie brgune tok reader smua...
insyaAllah..
yeah give me five!



kla ana nk tutup cite da nie..smbng besok plak..
insyaAllah..
Assalamualaikum..

-don't be sad nonono,
you are not alone nonono,-


Thursday, 10 October 2013

i'm gonna get to you 2 =,=

hehehehehe..
Alhamdulillah...
okay smbng blik..da selesai solat dhuha da pon..
so back to the story..
kte smpai mne ek tdy?

hmmmmm....

oh!bru ku sedar..ana x cte pape pon lgy..trolololol..
okay..mari kte story mory right now..
hum...

seronok en jdy bdk kcik nie..semua orng kte comel..
syng kt dye..duit rye dpt..ap lgy..
cng mcm2 la bley dpt klo jdy bdk kcik..
mnx tu dpt mnx nie dpt..
blaja pon x yah lgy..
ckap satu prkataan pon mk bpk da bngge thap giga kt dye..
padahal simple je prkataan tuh..tpy yela nme pon bdk kcik..
phm2 jela...

knape ana tetibe cte pasal bdk kcik nie...
hum..enthlah..rse mcm untng nye jdy bdk kcik..
x yah pikir ap2 masalah..juz ddk snyp2,main,mkn bersuap..
semuanye brgntng pd orng dewasa...
klo nangys ad orng pujuk..
x pyh nk ngadu kt spe2..juz nangys..orng tros pujuk..
lain lngsng dgn ana...
nangys bnyk mne pon..sket aty bnyk mne pon...no one care..
juz Allah la yg slalu ana ngadu n both of my bestie..
dorngla yg slalu by my side waktu ana sakit,wktu ana sehat,
wktu ana susa.waktu ana senang..
Allah senantiasa ad buat hmbenye yg mmrluknnye..
cbb tu x segan ke kite nie..
ble susa cry Allah..
ble sng sesuka aty mk bpk aym tiri kte je lpe kn Allah??
x mlu huh??
okay..relax2..ana pon mcm tu gak dlu..skunk pon..tpy ble da sdar wat bnde yg x ptot tu..
cpt2 la insaf..ana pon manusia gak..manusia yg sngt2 lmah..
so x lari dry wat ksilpn.
nmpk x hkmhnye Allah bgy kte bnyk pluang tok insaf..
cbe pkir blik..pluang yg precious yg Allah bgy tu..kte gne btol2 ke x?
ke kte anggp.. "alaa,,,lmbt lgy nk mty..aq mude lgy..x skit pape pon..relax sudaa"
maaf la..frequently speak korng pnye tanggapan tu sala 150%..

sakit tu Allah bley bgy cm mne ek nk ckp..cm korng amik pen pastu tulis titik kt ats ketas kosng..
tpy nk wat satu titik ats ktas ksng pon susa..
Allah bgy pnykit tu..dye bgy ikut Dia la...
Dia tau ap hmbe dye mmpu ke x mmpu tnggung musibh yg Dia bgy tu..
Allah tau ap yg terbaik wat hmbenye..
cme kte nie..kuat ke x kuat nk trima musibh yg Allah bgy kt kte..
so..bnyk2 kn ibadat kt Dia..mnx tlg kt Dia..
insyaAllah semua bnde akn smooth je..
oh!sabar tu pon kene bnyk gak tau..

ana da kene sbb tu ana nk share bnde nie...
jgnla pertikaikn ap yg Allah bgy kt kte..
ingt klo kite pkir kite susa...
sbnrnye ad orng yg lgy2 susa dry kite..
-i use your word coach!!-
hahahaha :')

hum..
dgn kwn2 pon kite kne jge prasaan n aty dorng..
jgn la sesekali wat dorng sket aty dgn kite..
buruk pdahnye..
ble kite wat  cmtuh kite da mcm nk mnghmpiri memutuskn hbgn silaturrahim antra saudara seislam
kite sndyry..trok nye kn?
jdy appreciate kwn kite btol2..
sblom nk wat something pikir dlu gne otk..
ap yg bkal kite wat nie mnykitkn aty orng ke x..
kite ad akal n nafsu..
jgn bgy nafsu yg kawal akal kite..
akal kite yg sptotnye kwal nafsu kite..
klo korng bjaya wat bnde tu..
insyaAllah..bkn stakat aty kwn aty smue orng korng dpt jge..
insyaAllah.. :))

hum..agak2 ap la yg bdak Superb tga wat skunk nie *tetibe plak*
hahahaha.. XDD

kjap lgy..dorng blik..so..wktu cuti ana nie x la bosan sngt..
kwn2 semua blik..so..
bleyla mlayan mcm2 dgn dorng..
tpy still x dpt nk main basket..
bolanye... -sob sob- TT

xpe najmi..sabar..
orng yg sabar akn dpt kbaikn di akhrnye nnty...
insyaAllah :))

rse mcm da bnyk je ana merepek kt post nie..
hope korng x bosan mmbce..
kla..ana pon da x tau nk tulis pe..
so..
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh..



xde keje..tngkp gmba Damia tga tidur..
huhuhuhu..comel.. >0<

I'm gonna get to you~~

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahhi wabarakatuh..
morning guys~~

Alhamdulillah syukur kita ke hadrat Ilahi dgn limpah kurnianya dpt kita brsma-sama
brkumpul di pagi yg indh ini dlm blog sye yg x berape nk indh sngt ini..
*rsenye bdk Superb tau nie tagline spe*
hahahaha..sorry bro pnjm ayt mung sbntr..
bley kn?? -puppy eyes-

okay..pagi Jumaat yg indh nie..
penghulu sgale hari nie..ana x tau nk wat pe~~~
mk suruh study..tpy..
mlasnye~~~~~
klo study pon bknnye phm sngt..
i need someone to teach me..
mmg tu prngai ana..study brgantung kt orng..
study sndyry bley..tpy smpai soalan yg x phm...
pikir due tige kly smpai trbkar ketas tu pon,
ana still x dpt jwb..
so amik inisiatif mudah..
TGK JWPN BLKNG!
hahahaha..buruk benor prangai..
*knock my head*

hmmmmmm...
so ad spe2 nk suggest something nk wat pe?
tgk tv?cte x beshh~~
solat dhuha!!!
yeah~~ *shake my hand*
found something to do..
okay need to go..da jmpe ap bnde nk wat..
nnty ana smbng blik..
brb~~

:)